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My friend,
I want to take a moment away from our series on
Coming Clean and speak to you from my heart.
Recently I had the honor of visiting Louisiana State
Penitentiary at Angola. My dear friend and mentor
Manny Mills invited me. My first impression
was that I was going there to provide hope for some
of the 5800+ inmates incarcerated there. Yet, when
I was given the statistics about Angola and the fact
that more than 90 percent of the men will die there,
I was very hesitant. Part of the message that I
share when I speak at a prison is 'what God has done
for me He will do for them'. If God set me free, He
will also set them free. And, even though that
statement is true, and true freedom is spiritual not
physical, how do you present that message to
brothers whom, most likely, God will never set free
physically? Angola would humble me and
radically change me. Let me explain.
I was incarcerated for almost 11 years. April 5
will be the ninth year since my release. I have
experienced church services in many prisons and in
many cities across America over the last nine
years. I have walked intimately with Jesus since
July 1, 1990 when I gave my life to Him. I have
stumbled and at times felt abandoned. But I have
never let go. Last Thursday and Friday, at Angola,
I met Jesus like I never have before. I saw Him in
the transparency of the countless lives of man who
have been incarcerated for 15, 20, 30, and 45
years. I saw Him clearly in a prison chaplain who
adores those men. I saw Him clearly in prison
guards who, though very tough and good at their job,
praised Him with a transparency
that I have never experienced. I saw Him clearly in
wardens, whom, in times past, did not love their
neighbor as themselves, yet today adore these men as
much as they do Christ. And finally I saw Him
clearly in the lives of the many visitors, who
through Christ, became ONE (John 17) with those man.
My friend, most powerful of all I saw HIM like
never-ever-before in a message delivered by my
brother Manny: "The Joy of Loving Your Neighbor."
You see, before Manny delivered his message he got
on his knees and not only washed the feet of these
men, he kissed their feet. I have never experienced
Christ like this before. Now my heart will not
settle for
anything less.
I have written scholarly articles about the Priestly
Prayer of John 17, where Jesus prays that we "be
one". I have written about its theology, and I have
written about its Greek grammatical structure. But,
now I have experienced it. My friend, I never
thought that Jesus' prayer would ever be answered on
this earth in light of the over 750 different
Protestant denominations. Great scholars have never
figured out how this prayer would ever be answered,
thus avoiding its meaning. Yet, the men who live
and work at Angola have found the answer. They are
one with the Father, one with the Son, and thus,
truly one with each other.
Mathew 25:31-46 is a text I have read many times,
especially verses 41-46, where the King says: "away
with you, you cursed ones . . . I was sick and in
prison and you did not visit me." In light of verse
45, where Jesus says, "I assure you, when you
refused to help the least of my brothers and
sisters, you were refusing to help me", we often
deduce that Jesus is admonishing us for not visiting
prisoners. Therefore, we run to participate in some
sort of prison ministry. I have always read this
verse in this manner-until I went to Angola. At
Angola I found new meaning. I suddenly realized
that I did not go to Angola to take Jesus to the men
there; I went to Angola to SEE JESUS there! I was
broken and humbled. I was broken to the fact that I
thought I was going to bless those men and tell them
about my Jesus. In exchange, their love allowed me
to meet the all-sufficient Jesus that lives right
there at Angola. Jesus has truly set their souls
free, even when the State of LA says their bodies
will remain at Angola.
My friend, at Angola I realized something new. At
times I get upset over the rising divorce rate in
our "churches". Although many of us, and our
children go to church, participate in many events,
and even go on mission trips, we still divorce,
commit suicide, use drugs, and are not the example
to others of what a follower of Christ truly is. My
human tendency is to blame others and I fight with
the desire to believe that we are not having any
impact. Yet, I know this is not true. I believe
that most churches-remember, we believers are the
church-, ministers, and pastors truly believe that
we are fulfilling God's calling in our lives and
ministry. We build churches and create programs to
feed the congregation and attract people, who do not
go to church, to come to our churches. But we must
ask ourselves why things are not different? Why do
we believers give non-believers a reason to say the
things they say about Christians? Why is there
not enough evidence in the lives of most Christians
to convict them of being a Christian?
The answer can be found at Angola. At Angola I
realize that it is impossible for Jesus' prayers not
to be answered. At Angola I experience the answer
to John 17: 21, "My prayer for all of them is that
they will be one, just as you and I are one.
Father, that just as you are in me and I am in you,
so they will be in us, and the world will believe
that you sent me!" The church of Christ at
Angola does not have a denomination. People are not
to busy leading others to a denomination; instead
they are leading people into the joy of being truly
set free by a living Christ. Christ has called us
to be one with Him and one with the Father. If we
are truly 'one with Him', then our non-essential
differences are like a rainbow; it is beauty to be
shared with the world.
I urge every pastor to go and meet Christ at Angola
to bring that Christ back to our congregations and
most important to our nation. The Jesus that lives
at Angola transformed America's deadliest prison to
a place of healing and love. I thank God for Warden
Cain and his amazing staff that did not sell out to
our societal pressures to separate church and
state. Let us remember that just as we, the people,
are the church, without we, the people, there is no
state. Therefore, in essence there can be no
existence of state without the church. Please, my
friends, pray for Warden Cain and his staff, and
pray that the world gets exposed to Angola and the
amazing Christ who is ready to do the same in our
communities.
Love,
Jorge
Jorge Valdes, Ph.D.
Founder and Speaker
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